Diamonds

What I really want is Clarity.  I want to see something exactly the way it is intended. I want to feel insight that is instant common sense. I want to feel the sharpness of each insight like that of a diamond.  The cure is to see more diamonds than rocks.  Not that there is something wrong or deficient about rocks. Diamonds need a home.  Rocks are a good home.  I especially like huge boulders that hold up mountains so my car can pass by…like the ones in Lake Tahoe…I can just look out over that clear blue water knowing I have a large pile of rocks to support my carefree ride.  A really clear thought is like being supported by a mountain, as you look into a clear lake, and see all the dimensions and colors of a diamond shining through, from the bottom of the lake, up to the sky.  Once-in-a-lifetime clarity can become as common as a rock.  I am exploring this “inner mining” in search of daily diamonds.  Clarity everyday that is colorless to the point of every color and flawless to the point of never having attached to the past.  Thoughts that show up since the beginning of time in only one way for one second and meant to be felt by the receiver for one purpose - Clear Felt Presence.  The giver is God, Nature, Light.

How? Gratitude for rocks.  Gratitude for all the little bits in our life.  Gratitude for the home, no matter how hard or cold or dark it may feel.  Gratitude for the body, supporting us.  Gratitude for our bones, holding us up….so we can enjoy a carefree ride. 

Multi-Dimensional Living

I have read some great books on multi-dimensional living, my favorite is The Seat of the Soul.  I don’t have that book handy right now, and that is probably best.  I would like to refer to it before I write this, so that I have a base…but I can build the message through grace and divine intervention - just takes a little more faith.  Faith is probably the main interest of multi-living.  Faith is shown to us through little miracles and voices everyday.  Some people say you can’t see faith.  I think you can.  It is everywhere.  You just have to tap into it.  There is no difference between faith and money…it is abundant…it is always there…it never runs out…

Faith and multi-living are about seeing what is REAL.  Not what you imagine (imagination is another tool) but rather a direction that is pointing out of range of what was thought as REAL.  The range of your images are limited by the range of all images carried around by all people everyday.  If you look at a homeless person and smile and say, “I am you. I love you,” instead of giving them a quarter or a dirty look - then you are multi-living.  Your love (faith) is surprising everyone.  You are a revolutionary.  You are brave.  You are LOVE.

Keep surprising everyone with how much you expect and accept out of everything.  Give as much respect as you can, and also give away your fears to the world.  With practice the fear will turn into love before it hits your lips and you may never speak ill again.  This doesn’t happen overnight.  Mult-living is like training for the Olympics of Love…dedication, sweat, blood (maybe) and tears…not painful to be love - only painful to be non-love. 

One time I was lying on the beach in Maui (one of my favorite homes) and I was in the sun and looking through the water soaking my hair, and I saw something that resembled the Chakras I had seen in books…there were all the colors of the rainbow in a pin drop of water - moving off my hair…and I saw within the pin drop vortex…a DNA like chain moving up and down….  If that wasn’t enough to flutter my heart - I saw the circles around this staircase beating out - like the rings around the sun….moving in all directions…I felt like a was being told a secret.

Multi-living is life moving in all directions and coming from a place of Love.  Appreciate all things, beings and ideas…  All  - All - All….not just yours or your groups…but ALL…ALL…all….May ALL beings be free from suffering and the cause of suffering….I think this can be related to each moment we feel hurt…Go back to the center where the cause is melting into love……it will lead you there (to love) as long as you are aware you are looking.  Keep looking for the options with positive thinking and the clarity will be there as surprising as ever!

Dreams and Doubt

*there are a few really coolways to read this message a second or third time.  One way is to insert “God” or “Self-Realization” or “Alignment” anytime you read “Dream.”  And also insert the word “Mentality” or “Inner Dialogue” anytime you read “Relationship” SEE WHAT HAPPENS when you read it this way - shortcut to enlightenment~ haha!

Nobody will hand you your DREAM.  You have to go after it.  But don’t go mentally chasing after the end result (THE Dream), just go after the first step…whatever is right in front of you.  Whatever is pointing the way… On the surface it may appear to be a step back. (i.e. leaving a relationship or a job that others have possibly revered as “good” or “decent”) The question is: Is the judgement of others, and therefore yourself, enough to keep you in hiding? Will you feel better in the long run - after the loss is over and the judgement (illusion) is gone?

If you can’t feel better immediately about leaving your current mentality, the decision to take the first step still may be the way to your Dream.  Think about why you may not feel better immediately  - it is probably those old ideas and judgements (illusions) that are creeping in.  It is those lies that keep you in toxic relationships and away from feeling good and living your Dream.  Start to differentiate pain from loss.  Loss is okay.  Loss shows us where we felt attached.  It gives a decision to choose our Spiritual Relationships.  It points a way to multi-dimensional living (I will go into this later this week.)  Pain, in one way, tells us to “unattach” to the object giving us stress. (mental detachement can be harder than physical detachment ) Deal with painful thoughts - there are not any painful people, just people with painful thoughts…and that includes everyone.  See yourself as a person who knows their own life losses, and you will know all others painful thoughts and unthoughtful actions as your own.  When we find this “oneness”  - we can move in alignment with the Universe and attract everything we need to provide our service and gain JOY.  The law of attraction will only take hold if you are aligned with the universe - how do you know if you are in alignment?….good question.  keep asking yourself that everyday.  In meditation.  In exercise.  In conversations.  In the moments before sleep.  Am I in alignment?  There is no right answer except for the one given to us in the moment it is asked.  Never stop asking the question.  The Universe has always loved this question…it is the way we show God our love for all.

 Your “Dream” has to stand the test of judgement and doubt.  Judgement is so subtle.  Yet so toxic.  It actually feels good sometimes to judge.  It feels good to compare.  It feels good to be “right.”  Sort of like eating a Big Mac.  (there is nothing wrong or right about eating a Big Mac, in my opinion.) The situation we get ourselves into is that these indulgences sometimes come with a shit load of guilt.  Can you imagine going up to the counter at McDonalds and asking, “Hi, I would like a Big Mac and can you please add a Shit Load of Guilt with that?”  But that is exactly what most of us do in our minds.  We are all a little crazy that way.  I was a lot crazy that way. 

We hand ourselves guilt and it takes away any lasting pleasure.  Why? I don’t know.  Maybe we know better when we are physically doing something that isn’t right in our heart.  The relationship or job appears “good” or “decent” but we are dying inside.  Instead of continuing this pleasure/guilt illusion-filled life, why not start doubting our style?  Doubting our thinking style is a first step to fulfilling our DREAMS.  The first step is so easy because nobody knows we are doing it.  Fulfilling our Dream can be very subtle.

First drop the judgements.  We eat, we drink, we smoke, we gossip, we think we are “right,” we think they are “wrong” - and all of these are the samething…when it separates us from our spiritual relationships and accomplishing our DREAM.  A thought or a judgement and a combined action that is out of alignment can be more toxic and more addictive than heroin and it is more subtle.  Negative thoughts and out of alignment actions do not always land you physically homeless, but mentally you are right there on the street corner at 2 am in the pouring down rain, shaking and digging for a Big Mac out of the trash.

It is more lonely to think you are right, then to be homeless.

Nothing is more lonely than righteousness.

There is only one thing I am afraid of - judging others.

I can own all the land in the world, but the space in my mind is worth ten times more.

The Dream is nothing more (nothing less) then the innate calling to be in alignment with the Universe.